Shit Happens

Of all things that i wouldn't want to loose is my watch. I've had it for almost six years. Been everywhere with me, and i mean everywhere. Bought it with my first job wage. Paid big bucks for it, but really worth it. Bring it a long for a swim at sea, river, home. That watch is really something.

Might as well look for a new one, a bloody good one too. I hate choosing watches, it's hard to look for good ones nowadays. Some big shops even sells imitation ones with really high prices. For now i'll just depend on my trustee phone to wake me up in the morning.

I was thinking of getting this one. Maybe i'll buy it later for my own birthday gift. (T_T)

DPI arghhhhhh!!!!!!!

Just finished a week of agony. Damn tiring too, luckily this job comes once in five years. I was put in warta to supervise night shift. My first time managing people around. Thanks to Fahmir, Shah and Yati (packing supervisor) for all your help, couldn't manage all by myslelf if it wasn't for you guys. Great opportunity to meet people form other units too, those i didn't know well.

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Hey there, how are you,

I was wondering, if you're ok,
I was wondering are you doing fine,
I was wondering if you even miss me a bit,

How was work?,
How was life?,
How was everything for you?,

Are we getting apart,
Are we not together anymore?,
Are we not friends anymore?,

Pathetic, for asking you to leave me alone,
Pathetic, when i needed you the most,
Pathetic, for being such a jerk and being selfish,

Promise, i made to you,
Promise, will i be able to fulfill it?,
Promise, until when can i fulfill it?,

Wait, until i change,
Wait, until everythings settled down,
Wait, until i have better things to tell you...

Until then, this is the only thing i could do....

It's my diary, it's my past, my story, me feelings, my pain, my pleasure, my world, my love, my hatred, my desire, my everything. It's just too much to bare, too much too keep, too many emotions and i had to let it go. I should start anew, new beginning, new thoughts, everything.....

It's not something i would like to share, not something to discuss with, not something for others to ponder about. It just hurts more just to know someone else suddenly knows how i felt, somethings that i kept inside me for a long time, things that are sacred to me.....

Still, thanks for your concern of returning it back. For your interest in a nobody, a stranger. Hope you can help me release myself from those binds that i once thrown away. Burn it away, burn it all, may it fade with the ashes. All those things, may it be free released by the fire burning it.

p/s: to the person who found it, may all you read remains only to yourself.....

Kamu-Kamulah Surgaku

The Rock feat. Ahmad Dhani - Kamu-kamulah surgaku

tahukah kamu kuciumimu di saat kamu terlelap.
tahukah kamu kudekap kamu di saat kamu bermimpi,
tahukah kamu ya cuma kamu pemilik hatiku,
tahukah kamu hatiku ini adalah hatimu,

tahukah kamu di setiap tidurmu ku kagumi wajahmu,
nanti kau kan tahu nanti kau dengar bahwa aku begitu,
kamu kamu adalah surga yang ada dalam hidupku dalam kenyataanku,
kamu, aku adalah penghuni surga ucapkan salam pada hidup dan mati,

tahukah kamu saat kamu menangis adalah air mata ku yang jatuh berlinang,
tahukah kamu saat kamu tersakiti adalah aku yang pertama terluka,
tahukah kamu ya cuma aku yang punya cinta untukmu,
tahukah kamu ya cuma aku yang rela mati untukmu...

In many ways i can say that the words in this song makes me appreciate the people around me. Maybe they wouldn't realise it, maybe they dont want to realise it. For me it's a dedication to those i loved the most....